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I feel drowned out
Because I'm drowning myself
Drowning out my own pain
Pretending I can be happy
Hiding existence of any sign
That isn't me being happy how I am
I can see it all in my head
I'm looking at myself
In the water of my lies
Struggling
Gasping
Trying to break free
It would be easier to let my sorrow live
But
For him
I can't
I want to be strong
Strong enough to not feel pain
But is that strength?
It's harder than I thought
To conceal
I take a rock
"I'm happy because I'm in a relationship"
I place it on my stomach.
I take another rock
"I should be happy for him because he's happy"
I place it on my chest
I take another rock
"He's me best friend, he could never hurt me"
I place it on my throat
I have to sit on my thighs so I can't kick my legs
I have to pin down my forearms so I can't lash out my arms
But I'm so close now
The water rises to my elbows
I've almost stopped squirming
I can see myself through the water
Tears in my eyes
I'm looking at myself and hear
"Why,
Why are you trying to drown me?
You can hide me from him,
But can you hide from yourself?"
I've stopped moving
I look in the water
I sat up
Right through the rocks
Right past my arms
"It's okay to hurt,
It's not okay to lie to yourself"
And embraced myself
I couldn't fight anymore
I gave in
And I cried
Because I'm drowning myself
Drowning out my own pain
Pretending I can be happy
Hiding existence of any sign
That isn't me being happy how I am
I can see it all in my head
I'm looking at myself
In the water of my lies
Struggling
Gasping
Trying to break free
It would be easier to let my sorrow live
But
For him
I can't
I want to be strong
Strong enough to not feel pain
But is that strength?
It's harder than I thought
To conceal
I take a rock
"I'm happy because I'm in a relationship"
I place it on my stomach.
I take another rock
"I should be happy for him because he's happy"
I place it on my chest
I take another rock
"He's me best friend, he could never hurt me"
I place it on my throat
I have to sit on my thighs so I can't kick my legs
I have to pin down my forearms so I can't lash out my arms
But I'm so close now
The water rises to my elbows
I've almost stopped squirming
I can see myself through the water
Tears in my eyes
I'm looking at myself and hear
"Why,
Why are you trying to drown me?
You can hide me from him,
But can you hide from yourself?"
I've stopped moving
I look in the water
I sat up
Right through the rocks
Right past my arms
"It's okay to hurt,
It's not okay to lie to yourself"
And embraced myself
I couldn't fight anymore
I gave in
And I cried
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Death the Kid x Reader - Part 5
(w/n) = Weapon's name.
(Y/N) = Your name.
(His name) = Ex boyfriend's name.
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"K-Kid..?" Maka muttered.
"YAH--Ooo..o...o..." Black star trailed of as he landed just behind everyone else.
"Kid... What happened to you?" Maka asked him. He didn't answer. Instead, he just stared with those yellow eyes of his. Almost as if he was looking right into your soul. "It would seem that Medusa might have got to him before us..." Crona mumbled.
"How right you are." They all heard someone say. Further down the path just behind Kid, (his name) was walking forward and now stood beside Kid. "You see... It's am
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Death the Kid x Reader: Chapter 2
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Quick Key Guide:
[F/C] Favourite Colour
[H/C] Hair Colour
[H/L] Hair Length
[Y/N] Your Name
[T/W] Type of Weapon
[E/C] Eye Colour
[F/N] Full Name
~ Thinking
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Chapter 2: Meeting New People and New Feelings
"YAHOOOOO!" The Blue haired boy shouted as he landed safely on his feet in front of you and Luna.
"You must be new here! BUT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME, THE GREAT AND POWERFUL ASSASSIN BLACK*STAR!?" Shouted Black*Star pointing his finger in the air.
You and Luna exchanged confused glances. "But you probably already know my name by now because of my AWESOME reputation!"
You then
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Death the KidXReader Tutor
"Son, you have become a great weapon meister. There are a couple of students struggling in Professor Stein's class. As a great meister and as my son, I feel that it is your duty to help and tutor some of these students. A particular student I have already set up for after classes today is ___, she is a meister who works with a sword like Crona," Lord Death said in his squeaky voice. He watched his son sigh and glance at his weapons, the twins Liz and Patty. He rested a hand on the back of his head and watched his father move about. "I guess
"Death the Kid reluctantly agreed.
Even though Lord Death wore a mask, Kid was sure th
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We've all had those moments. We all fight with our anger, our fear, our sadness, our pain (this almost sounds like inside out but I promise you it's not), and sometimes it's just easier to let it take control of you instead of denying it. Sorry if this is kind of confusing. If it helps try to picture twins... One drowning the other
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